I broke up with Robbie on Wendesday. I feel a little guilty. I ket telling him that I wanted to be single for a while... but I lied. I just wanted a less intense relationship so I could clear my mind. So I asked out Carterrius expecting him to say no... but he said yes. So I got a less intense relaionship... like I wanted. But I still feel guilty. I have his password and I was on his account messing with his avi, and he got a PM. I didn't read it but I read the other ones. I've been avoiding talking about him... he hasn't stopped. We would be on the phone and he would say "I love you". So I would be like "I loveyou more". So we would do that for a minate. Then he would sto. I would be like "You have to say it last. I don't like winning that." So he would say it again. But I'm thinking back on those times. And I really think he does love me more than I love him. The one thing I love about him... is that he hates to see me cry. He would go out of his way to make sure I was happy. It didn't always work but at least he tried. I didn't do anythingbut break his heart. I'm such a b*****d. I know. I'm such a bad girl. I'm a suckish girlfriend. I don't deserve anybody. I'm nt worth it. Robbie was even gonna kick this boys a** cuz he gave me a hicky. He really loves me and I don't deserve him.
purple question mark · Sat May 02, 2009 @ 07:41pm · 1 Comments |