MY MOM & DADS ANNIVERSARY!!!
heart Mk so theres these 2 guys i like, ezeq & fern heart i hav no clu if ezeq likes me 2 but i think he does. hes friends with fern & well now both of them kno tht i like them. theyr both my friends 2. smile so heres my dilema neutral i told the fern tht i like ezeq last night thro txt & then i got on myspace & msged ezeq & told him i liked him & tht my friend tera wants me 2 ask him out & my other friend elisa wants 2 ask him out 4 me. well i told tera id ask him out. i was planning on asking him out on mysoace but my sis is on the computer @ home & she wouldnt let me on @ all & rite now im over @ my friend krystals house & her parents dont want me or her on myspace so i cant ask him out yet. it sux. man i wish i could get on myspace so i could talk 2 fern & ezeq. i want 2 ask ezeq out sooooooooo friggin badly... cry sad so now i think tht if i cant get on myspace 2day or 2marro ill change my mind bout asking him out... sad & i REALLY want 2 go out with him. i also want 2 go out wit fern but now tht me & him r friends, i think itd b best if we stayed friends. sad well i can sooooo still look @ him & like him & think bout him. but i just cant let us get 2gether the way i want 2. sad heart but i do hav a question . wat if me & fern did get 2gether. wat if ezeq does like me 2 & wants 2 go out wit me. wat if me & fern got 2gether & ezeq found out & it hurt him. i wouldnt be able 2 live wit knoing tht i hurt ezeqs fellings. stressed ugh i wish i knew wat 2 do. i REALLY like ezeq but i REALLY like fern 2 & ive liked fern longer then ive liked ezeq. well im in 8th grade rite now goin 2 high skool. ive liked fern since 6th grade. & ezeq ive liked him 4 bout the last 1/2 of 8th grade. but i think im starting 2 like ezeq more than fern. fern is cuter than ezeq tho. but ezeq is funnier & cooler 2 hang wit. confused ugh i wish i knew whether 2 just date ezeq & 4get bout fern or just date fern & 4get bout ezeq. confused sad heart well if ne1 knos wat i should do after theyve read this... PLZ let me kno... confused heart sad i need help from sum1 out there. just send me a msg. im waiting................... plz help me with this problem............... heart mk so im waiting just msg me... mk help me chose between ezeq & fern... i REALLY REALLY REALLY like both of them... oh but wait... i went out wit joel & fern said he wouldnt go out wit me b/c theyr friends &
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i couldnt do tht 2 him
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LOVE ALWAYS... Keiko1695 aka... *S!nGl3*... aka... K.C.B.
