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What is WRONG with me?
I feel like total and utter s**t, and I have no idea where I am.
The entire past month is nothing but a dizzy blur, and I can barely remember what happened. Once I do I'll be sure and record it just in case I might forget if it's left in my brain. Right now my head hurts so badly I can't even stand. I think I'm going to- (a long line down the page is all that's left)

(At this point the next few diary pages are smudged and covered with dirt and ink, the edges dog-eared and worn. At a few points words are scrawled on the pages, the understandable ones being 'Help', 'Halloween', 'Grunny', 'Darkness' and 'Jack'. After this the handwriting resumes, but it is markedly different from the previous handwriting, written in bold cursive with odd little swirls.)

I suppose I may be have been missed since the previous month has been spent in a ditch in a spread-eagle position. I find it odd that no one even thought to come looking for me, and a little hurt that Liam didn't even notice when I never returned. My clothing was utterly ruined and my hair seems to have spontaneously changed from purple to black. My monocle remained firmly in place and now I cannot even remove it, which was unsettling when I first discovered it. My skin has light gray patches here and there, which was quite disturbing, but soon the patches disappeared. However, once the gray was gone, I sprouted claws. So far I am hiding them by wearing those Nitemare gloves or whatever they're called, since no one would guess that I'm hiding real claws underneath false ones. Not to mention that my eyes have turned gold as well. I might have gone insane had I not acquired a little plushie that I named Murphy. Of course, many would call talking to a stuffed cat quite insane. I suppose I HAVE gone insane. After all, after the first week of chatting with Murphy I started to hear him talking to me. Inside my head. I'm officially worried about my mental condition now, but I keep feeling that there's something I HAVE to do. I also need to check up on Gino and ask him what happened.

(P.S. Lately I've noticed an odd lump just below the back of my waist. I keep thinking 'tail', but that can't be right, can it?)