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You see, I live in this circle where nothing but misery seems to come to me. But this circle seems to bring nothing but that. Misery and more sadness added to my life. I don't want to live knowing that I may never be with the man I love. I don't wanna think every night that he's gonna die soon. I can no longer cry unless I'm in my room. Every night it's this awful nagging feeling that claws at my heart. I know now why it was that I cried at night for no reason. I hate that I think of him as the only person I could ever see as living longer than the world itself would. But now I can't believe that he may never love me as well....