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The borishness of everyday life can be like a dark pit with no escape; at least i can still hide away fram it. It is very cold in this strange place, and even to breath it is like gulping down ice cold water on an evven colder winter day. I must admit that even this very strange place, often called England, has got some exitment.
Today the Concert Choir of my new school went to a church to sing. it was very exiting, but i've got to admit my irrashinal fear of large staring crowds started taking over. I had fight against my want of lock ing in my knees, and I felt my breakfest start to do flips in my stomach; reports from the crowd said that I was abnormally white and I looked like I was going to faint. I probally would have if everbody wasn't watching me, and I would've gone to the ladies room if the choir teacher and other students weren't watching.like i said it is a very irrational fear, but some things can't be helped.
There was one perk though.I got a hanburger like thing, and it tasted delisious!!To bad schools tomorrow, but at least Christmas is only two weeks away.
Smile, its gotta get better, Horsecraze.