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I have only 2 days left with my cats before they are put down and I will no longer feel their soft fur, or hear them purr. Let alone meow or claw at the furniture. ='( ;_;

I know I'm going to miss them a lot! Especially Tomas. So, I have at least a day and a half (almost) to take lots and lots of pictures of them and cherish their memories with me.
I'm going to feel so lonely afterwards but, well... mom can't pay for them anymore since she and my step-dad are FINALLY getting a divorce!
But I still wish we could keep Tomas. I love him so much! He's my little baby!
I got him for my 10th birthday. ;A; ;_; I'm going to be very lonely without them. I already feel sick to my stomach and I can't sleep. It's 2.52 AM and I can't stop crying. I feel so miserable right now! Crying or Very sad

I already feel like my heart has broken into tiny little pieces. The thing is, my cats aren't sick or anything, it's just mom says its too expensive to keep them. I wanted to just put one down, the one that mainly eats fish and try to keep my own little love, my baby.... I thought it had worked but... I heard mom on the phone ordering the appointment for them BOTH to be put down!

;_; Why does life have to suck and be so darn hard?! D'X *throws tantrum*