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Day Nineteen: Just a game...well, so is LIFE |
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Today I've been playin this game on the computer, and, for once in my life of games, I play a Mage. Our guild went out today to kill things, and lo and behold, people leveled up, got tons of cash regardless of what class they were, and were happy with themselves.
Except for me.
I got less than 10% of a level, only pulled in a fraction of what others did for money, and it's quite disheartening to find out that I have 8 more levels to go before I can upgrade, while people all around me are leveling up like there is nothing to it.
While I'm stuck fighting things that give 0.2% or 0.1%, they can fight a monster, by themselves, which gives over 4% or even 6%.
And here I am, trying to fight though it, fighting these little monsters to level up, things barely worth my time and effort, trying to get to their level so we can actually be in a party together and level up at the same rate.
Because of my mood, Aria and I have somehow decided to break up, and she doesn't understand that it isnt just a game to me, and the main thing that has been bothering me is that she is several levels above me, and the only reason i started playing this game is so that we could actually do something together that was fun when we werent together physically in the same place.
So quite honestly, I'm mad. Very mad. Possibly one of the most maddening times of my life. I've been up til 4 or 5 in the morning, on school days, not being sick, but trying to level up this mage so me and Aria could actually play together, so yeah...whatever, that's "just a game".
She also thinks that I'm so messed up, that yeah, this game is ruining my life. Quite honestly, yeah, it may be, but its a big thing for me, games always have, because quite frankly, I've had more good friends found playing online than I have anywhere else. Sad, but True. It also didn't help when she, accidentally, typed to the ENTIRE guild "Gwyd was just bitching at me again"...
Yeah...so, to sum it all up, I'm a wimp a** Mage who never gets help, will be left behind, has inferior spells, and I am a freak.
Sounds about right.
Gwydion Draonacu · Sat Nov 20, 2004 @ 12:11pm · 1 Comments |
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