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i see his body.
i see his face.
i see his eyes.
i see his soul.
i see his care.
i see his strength.
i see his love.
i see his words.
i see his sorrow.
i feel his pain.
i wish it gone.
i want to be there for him.
but i dont know if he will let me.
he already acts so distant.
he gives small hints of there being nothing between us.
i can see it in the words he types and the way he speaks them in person.
there is nothing that can be between us.
and it hurts inside.
i dont want to know just yet.
i wana believe there could be something between us.
i wana hope that i can feel his body against mine.
see his face as he smiles at me.
see his eyes staring into mine.
feel his soul as it reaches for my own.
feel his caring touch as he comforts me.
feel his strength as he keeps me whole.
feel his love as he makes me the happiest girl in the world.
i wana hear his words deep in the night.
to take his sorrow to the depths of his being where it will nolonger hold him tight.
to take his pain and make it all go away.
i want to be with him.
but will it ever be?
will i ever be his.
or will this forever be a useless dream.
why do i hope so dearly for his love
when even i do not fully love him myself
and if i have fallen for him i so hope i have not
for if so......it'll hurt even more when he says "no."