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If you don't like me when I'm a drama queen don't read this, because if you get annoyed at me for being my "over-dramatic self" and try to tell me off, it wont work. I will call you a mean b***h and tell you to ******** off because if you don't like it that's too damn bad.
I have...let's count...zero friends. I mean, not here at least. I'm going to make a list of all my friends right now and you will see why they are not my real friends:
The following people are supposed to be my "close friends".
1. Lanie - She thinks I'm over-dramatic, I'm self-centered, and that I "always have to have problems". True, but that doesn't mean she's not the same. We hang out a lot but I always get the feeling she's tired of me or something.
2. Kaylie - talks s**t about me behind my back, she's a fat whore and she thinks many of the things Lanie (See above) thinks of me.
3. Maria - Steals my stuff...mom's trying to press charges or something...don't ask...takes too long to explain how many times she's hit me, stole something of mine, was very open and honest with me, and given me bruises.
4. Alicia - behind my back hates me, in front of me "loves me", she even says she loves me to my face because she thinks she's a prep even though she's just a wanna-be. She's constantly trying to become me...or something... rolleyes
5. Liz - fat...nerd...? She tells me exactly how I am all the time and tries to figure me out so she can put a label on me exactly and push me aside so she can label others too. Tries to change me.
6. Kodi - bible-thumping...goody-goody, really just a wannabe...her and alicia would make good friends... rolleyes
7. Serena - lead bible-thumper.

I have tons more friends, but they're the kind of friends you don't hang out with that much, or friends that you don't hang out with often but they hang out with good friends of yours...doesn't make sense I know.

God it hurt so bad watching Eddie tickle and touch that fat ugly Rose Marie the way he used to touch me...It makes me feel like, he chose her over me so I must be uglier and fatter than her...and so that makes me at the bottom of the hot list in Kodiak. I just feel so friendless, boyfriendless, and nose-piercingless (Scott, the guy who isn't my dad! Wont let me get my nose pierced!).

I just can't wait to get back to my dad...