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Currently Listening to : Redeemer
By: Paul Cardall
Album razz aul Cardall: Songs of Praise
On Imeem.com
Current Mood: ....~sigh~.....distressed.
Song changed, it's now 'The Dream' same person, album: Looking Glass.
-sigh-
Today is Fathers Day, it was supposed to be a fun happy day, it's always amazing how one event can ruin the entire day. Mommy, Daddy and I went to a different Church this morning, one that was in the area, TT that was a mistake. We had fun in church, it was nice, it was weird, really really weird, but not a bad weird, and after you get used to the idea of it being weird, it gets nice. So by the time I got out of church, we were all in a really good mood. Smiling, Laughing, things a family should do. But then She saw it.... TT The shattered glass of the drivers seat...on who's car? Our car. -_- OUR F*ckn car! >< Someone totally robbed us, while we were in church, praising God, someone was outside breaking into our car. crying Lord, why? Just to get to my dads razer???? scream ON FATHERS day?! So lets re-cap, we went to a different church and while praising God, our holy father, MY FATHER was being robbed! on FATHERS day! gonk ugh. So my mom of course freaks out, and oops, there goes our dropped mood. Gone.
My mother yells at my dad for leaving his phone in the car and gets all irritated cause now she has to go spend all the money she just managed to save to replace his phone and the window. ~sigh~ I feel like crying, cause of where we live, cause we almost never have money, cause my dad is an idiot, cause i wanted today to be nice...I'm just sick of everything, I absolutely ABHOR where we live and there's nothing I can do about it. ~sigh~ -_- I wish sighing was enough to let these bottled up emotions out. I suppose I just need a good cry, but I'm no Leah [friend who can cry at the drop of a pin] It takes a lot to make me cry, so I guess when I cry I just need one of those days. cry Oh well I suppose, one day things will be better and none of my family will be caught dead in this part of New York if we even are still in New York. Ok, well I guess I'm done ranting.