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did anyone ever say, god i need to kill myself and live? cause god i need to kill myself but i dont want to. i sooooooo do not want to. i want to live, but first god needs to give me a life. a chance. ive sworn, lied, fought, thought, did, done. ive killed, ive died. ive won, ive lost. but in the end it dosent even matter. cause in the end, i didnt try. i just let it go, i didnt fight for it i didnt work at it. in the end, we all die. we die with love, we die with hate. with friends, and with enimes. in the end, we are all people. nothing matters in the end. where you go when you die, what people think of you, hell!, your dead! but you can try to make thoes things good. you can try to make it to heaven, you can try to be remember as a good person. but all you can do is try, put forth effort. and that is something i dont do well. i dont. i wish i would. but i dont. i would like to appoligize to the people ive failed. to the people ive hurt. for the wrong ive done. im sorry. now i can hope for forgiveness.
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