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I'm ready to jump
and I'm on the wall,
I hear you yelling
from down the hall.
You said don't do it
but I ignored your plea,
why cant you just
let me be free.
Just let me get rid
of this pain inside,
let me get rid
of this mask that hides.
I hate the pain
that I always feel,
and I swear to you
it all is real.
So here I stand
up on the wall,
it's two stories up
one gust of wind and I will fall.
The wind it blows
as the rain starts to fall,
not a sound can be heard
till the raven starts to call.
As I jump
I fall gracefully,
I hope you never
feel hate towards me.
You really never liked me
so why must you cry,
I felt I had to do it
I knew I had to die.
Do you cry because you loved me?
Do you cry because you can?
Do you cry because you miss me?
Did you want to be my man?
You watch them take my body
you hear it in the news,
you figured you'd come meet me
you had nothing left to lose.