A little under two hours and my mother and I are off to Cincinatti so she can talk with a client for her company, and then from there it's down to Tennessee for a nice family Christmas. So I hope xp I'm excited, really. Well...I should be more excited, but I've had a lot on my mind lately. Well, regardless, I'm going to enjoy myself with my family, because I always do.
5 days and 6 nights...that's a good trip...right? Yeah...that's a...a good trip. *Shaking my head* Geez...it's Christmas! Well, it will be, but now's the time to be in the spirit. I need to be happier...I need...to feel more...complete. I need....her.
I've had so many questions, possibilities come into my mind (temptations would be the more accurate description) since we broke up, and yet just before we started talking again, it was like God just started cleaning house, removing one after another for me...helping me to realize when I needed to...just how much I really want her back.
I'd do anything for her, if she only asked, and...that's all there is to it. I'm...still in love, and I always will be. *Breathing deep, with a slow sigh* I...really want things to keep improving, changing for the better, if just a bit at a time. It's okay...I'm still young in age, and I've certainly regained my long-lost patience. I'll wait for her...because she *is* the only one.
Well...I should finish up my last minute packing, make sure I have everything I'll need, as well as a shower, and then...relax until we have to leave. There's a lot more on my mind, but I can't share it all here. Until I find myself here again...so long, Gaia, and I pray things only become better by the time I return.
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