This whole entry will seem kinda arrogant but sometimes I get a bit arorgant. I mean as the most humble individual on the planet bragging is never my thing but I gotta tell somebody about this s**t. Okay so it's friday and it was an easy day at my temp job working for fed ex, which is pretty good money for the work I ended up having to do. I really wanna go do something. I mean what guy looks at the clock on a friday night and is like "wow it's 7:30 and I plan on sitting at home all night and being a good kid". NO GUY EVER DOES THAT. Except me occasionally cuz I'm special, but today that wasn't the case. I just wanted to get out of my house and do something cuz being at my house is never a good atmosphere for my creative self-expression and profanity. So I call jamal who I had talked to earlier that day and was like I know you're at stephanies house so come and get me. And he was all like "jessies friend kelly is here and all of us are goin to the movie. Do you wanna come?" And then being so anxious to get out of my house I said sure and they had already gone and bought like 4 tickets since they knew I was gonna not wanna stay at my house. But Either, ********. I started writing this journal entry and stopped and no longer remember what I was gonna write so ******** it. Long story short...don't ever waste your time with people that are out to waste yours and finish your journals when you start them. Actually now I remember what I was writing about. Basically jessie was trying to make me jealous with jamal who is incredibly large and gay. Do I give a flying ******** whether or not this b***h pays attention to me when we're hangin out with her large gay friends. ******** NO!!!! Let her think I give a ******** and ******** chill out. That's what I do. Besides it's funny because of how things happened. She broke up with me but every time I"m around she tries to make me jealous and s**t and that s**t's not ******** cool. ******** thta. That's what I say to bitches who break up with people and try to get back with them the next day. Not to mention that I don't even like this chick like that. And I'm really start to put our friendship into perspective. It's a waste of my ******** time and I'm not gonna deal with it anymore. Oh yeah, the title of this journal is referring to my desire to still be this girls friend even though every time around her she does nothing but try to make me jealous or mad when I really don't ******** care all that much about her. End of story so go the ******** home.
 Kanaye Kujo · Sat Dec 24, 2005 @ 05:55pm · 0 Comments |
