Yeah, I got me a thug alright. Marques got arrested during the week. I felt bad, I didnt cry cuz i knew he would want me to be thorough about it So, I took my bubble bath and wrote a bit in Explicit Reality...thats my journal's name... I sipped on my machiato and and wrote somemore. I woke up on Friday feelin like the world was on my back and school was neva gone end... if did finally and when it did i accidnetly caught ...or purposely caught and attitude with someone that i have an ill a** crush on. I didnt mean it but at the moment i thought he was fake acting! Cuz the day before he was talkin about me... and all of a sudden he wants to be all " what's wrong with you?" and kind to me... Oh well Im going to make up for it when we go back to school. I know you are thinkin " this b***h a slut what the hell happened to marques?" my moms is good for accepting his golds...she wasnt havin the fact that he was arrested... If i can't have a future with him like that why hold on to him like that. I told him he could be my friend cuz his personality is eva so coo.. but he wasnt on the level , relationship wise, that i was so... this guy ...the one im sinkin my teeth into now...lol he's pretty decent.... I guess we will have to just see. Huh, i couldnt help the fact to let my mind wonder when i was at the mall today ... I started thinkin about past folk...and Galen had come up... at first the cutie that walked pass made it slip my mind...but it came back lol. I just wondered if it actually would have went anywhere, and if he actually felt for me like he said he did, and if he actually is that psychiologically damaged to the point he is that harsh to people... i dunno but Devin said he saw galen talkin to some super unattractive chicks...and i was like " mo power to him." do what you do...is what i really say. I dont know im kinda rapped up in boys this year...lol when am i not? HUH the world is my playground...lets see how i can twurk it! lol nah, but I am counting and if i go out with this new guy...then he would be the 6th boyfriend in 2 years... thats alot Im looking for that one i can just stay with but the last oen i lost due to his ...stupid actions....not him doing anything wrong to me... Oh well lets see how it goes! rolleyes
On to something good. I went to this killer a** party on Friday! Ah party was fun as hell it was my cuz's b day party, there was a** shakin, rapin, mo dancin, head bobbin, oh jeeze it was hot i like it... anyway fa christmas i got everything i wanted...and i mean everything IM SUCH A SPOILD BRAT!!!! and this is how i manage to neva change mah parents! lol naw but im a happy camper.
I made a bond with a family member im trully happy to have made... If i have a problem now i can always go to her or if i want dressin tips...there she go...you know i can always talk to her so im all good with it.
Suicidal_ Imbecile · Tue Dec 27, 2005 @ 12:19am · 0 Comments |