As i watched the trains go by,
it made me realize how long i have been waiting for you.
It made me realize that you not coming back and that i have wasted
my time,my tears, and my heart on you. I think of trains because metaphorically
speaking..your a train, and i'm a railroad tie in the track you just happen to run
back and forth on.
I didn't want to think it was true..but it was,and it is true. And i bet this means
noting to because i was only class B right?...only second best.
Thats all i will ever mean to you, I will always be just someone to be with when
when no one is there to talk to or just someone to cry on when everyone hates
you but me. I was stupid to think that you actually cared about me, and that you
would actually be there to take care of me when im hurt..
You said you loved me.
I believed it.
I wished i still loved you but the truth to be told is..i dont.
Im done crying about you and i'm done thinking about you 24/7.
I have nothing left to give you because my heart is in peices being swept to the side by rain and i think my eyes are out of tears..
so leave me as you will and how you always have..class B..
I don't care anymore
besides i was only just a tie on your track...
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