Guilt tripping me is hard. Very hard, but my big sister managed to do it. I didn't mean to make her cry though I think it's childish. Yet... I did the same thing over the first guy I liked. Things didn't go well for me and that's really what made me who I am now when it comes to love. You have to be aggressive or you'll miss out.
I'm back home now and glad to be so after things turned sour at Seraph's place. Anicetus is here right now, he's still beating himself up over the whole thing. I'm about to take him out to a bar or something, get him to loosen up. My baby brother's a good guy but just gets hung up on things a little too easily.
Mom and Dad didn't chew me out like I thought. I got a simple "Leave matters of the heart to the person dealing in them" from both and that was it. They let Seraph growl at me. And... she did. Wow, never knew she could be so angry. I do honestly feel bad now but also annoyed. I was trying to help! Be grateful I show any interest in my siblings after we're all grown up.
Eh, that reminds me. Sunday I'll have people over for a New Year's dinner. I don't know if Seraph is coming, I'll prepare for her anyway. I'm not cooking, not really. I have a meal ordered and all I'll have to do it warm everything up. That I can do, I'm not good at cooking anything like a big meal. Though since it's my house there will be plenty of alcohol. I plan to spend New Year's Eve out celebrating. You know, I can't remember when my new bo is due back home. Makes me feel dumb, I know I wrote it down somewhere, I just have to find it. But if he's in town I'm spending the night with him. So many plans to make, so little time. I best get busy.
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