Yea i told jesus i loved him but for real he asked me if i was serious...... yea him and brandi go out.... which is so not cool. i know i should be happy for them but how i love him or i think and brandi knew that and they are going out yes.. i saw them two together i cried.....i know i'm a baby but it hurt it still does...its not fair..... she knew him for like what 2 weeks or so now... i have known him for years...years! how s that fair..its not........ she is everything i wanna be... if i was her i would be with christian and i would be the happiest girl in the world...... thats is all i want in this life time.......... if i had him my life would be complete.... i could die happy...even if we broke up.... i would still die happy...... i love him.... he loves her.... its not fair.if there was or is a god then why must he be so mean to me........ why? just tell me why! why..cant i have him why....does she have a great life and i dont why...does he not care why....do i live why i dont know why! if i dont get these answers soon... i dont know what i will do but i dont think it will be good My wrist are like my heart, he cuts me everyday......
Spacemonkey_Joey · Thu Dec 29, 2005 @ 06:43am · 0 Comments |