Ok. I haven't talked to my lovey like I use to. I need to not be so scared to talk to people. Im sorry babes. I'll do better. I've been out of it lately. In theology we're talking about suffering and past trails and death. So for all this month I get to think of the 6 or 7 people I dont want to think about and have been trying to earase from my mind for like ever.
I think all my depression is catching up to me. not having my therapist is actually making crap worst. I haven't seen the psycologist in a while either. I'm also trying to stay away from certain people so that my Cupcake will feel better too.Even though it doesnt feel like it right now, I love you. heart I try only
Vicki. Im sorry for stressin ya' for not talking to me lately. (It does feel like youre avoiding me) Your mom can be cranky as Hell so I gotcha' You just keep getting through trials and stuff kay? heart
And Eric, formily known as Tree. Dude I know my mom is a b***h but dont worry. I know how to handle her. Lets stay friends even through my b***h a** family who should die. heart (happy? )
I thought about this recently..What if we died and found out there was no God. We would've been wasting our time. Thatd suck. Oh well. Schools over. I got to run Anime club.
