Yup, the subject pretty much sums it up. Do I really need to say more? I feel like I owe it to my friends to elaborate a little. Well, there are two reasons.
1: My sister, as I've said before, had her baby and will be needing all the help she can get since her husband has returned to work now.
2: Just before I became an aunt, I was thinking about spending some time away from Gaia to think about things in my life that have been bothering me. Since I got a job, I haven't been able to write much. Was getting a job the right thing to do? Should I have waited to work until I had finished a book? My boss wants me to move up, but do I want to? Does writing take priority since it's ultimately what I want to do? And then there are so many questions, so many issues in my life right now...so it seemed inevitable to me. I have to go away for a while, spend some time trying to get closer to God and seeking the answers to these questions in my life, trying to find the strength and wisdom to get through the issues.
I'm not sure how long I'll be away, and I'm sorry I'm not sure, and that once again I'm going away. I just wanted to give you guys some warning. My friends on Gaia are the best friends I have. The people I know in person aren't near as kind as you guys have treated me.
So, sayounara to you all for now. Hopefully it won't be too long. And sorry to you guys in the guild--once again I'm deserting the guild. I'm sorry I'm such a bad mod! crying Sorry a thousand times to everyone...I don't know where or how to end this...I feel like I need to say something else but I think I covered everything...everything just feels so different to me right now. My life is so different now than it was when I got into Gaia, joined the Blood Plus guild, met all of you, all my dear friends on Gaia. Bye-Bye for now.
YamiCheza · Sun Sep 20, 2009 @ 04:13am · 0 Comments |