im so ******** mad at derek. he has the nerve to ******** call me up when i'm at home with my girlfriend happily making out and he asks what he did wrong. wtf.
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so i used to date this guy his name was derek. he was on the football team and evrything which was cool but he was kinda controlling a lot like dad if you think about it. i really wanted to break up w/ him but i was scared and then serenity thought he might be cheating on me but not sure. so i was soo worried, but i was chickening out everytime i tried to break up w/ him. then there was this football game and he got in soooo much trouble cuz the coach found out he did steroids i guess they did the drug test and the coach had the results in the middle of the game. stupid timing, then he calls time out and tells derek he was on steroids and they starting arguing it was really really bad. i saw some of it but i couldn't hear much but derek looked soooo mad. he stomped off and came up to the stands and i went to him but he was so mad about getting kicked off the team that he kinda took it out on me and when i said he shouldnt do drugs he hit me in the face wtf. i was like we are so done. so i broke up with him
serenity and this guy eric came and found me in the parking lot cuz i ran away and i was crying. eric drove us to serenitys house and i stayed there cuz i really didnt want to go to dad after derek hit me. so serenity was really nice to me and kinda looked out for me after that. then there was this confetti dance at my school and we went of course cuz we both love dance. it was really fun and we were sooo into it and then we were kinda dancing um dirty and it was like hot. yeah so then i look up and serenity looks like shes thinking or somethin and then outta nowhere she kissed me. i was kinda like WHOA for a second but well it was good so i kissed her back. after the dance we walked home (cuz we live real close to school) and talked about it and she told me how she liked me and i was like okay sure why not that was hot. and i know she cares cuz shes always like worried about me and yeah. so now im going out with her and its so great cuz shes not stupid and abusive like dad and derek so shes like the only one thats really there for me...
i love you ren....... heart
SkyHighButterfly · Mon Jan 09, 2006 @ 08:21am · 0 Comments |