Well I got kicked out of my house a few months ago, I'm back home now but while I was gone I moved in with my ex. While I was there we fought alot and stuff almost broke up a few times. When we finally did break up a few weeks later I moved back home. We were supposed to get back together, but then he met this girl. Now he's been dating her for almost 4 months now. I thought I'd be over him by now like it's been almost 4 months, but I'm still not over him. I miss him like crazy and I would give anything to have him back in my life. I was the guy of my dreams. Everytime I think about him I get butterflies and my heart feels heavy. I seriously didn't want anything for Christmas, all I wanted was him. I pray for him every night and I wish on every star. I went to Toronto again and threw all my pennies in the wishing fountain and wished for him. I gave him a book full of poems that remind me of him on Christmas Eve. I call him from time to time. Well I guess that's all. I need advise, should I give up on him or should I keep loving him with all my heart and hope for him to come back? People of Gaia please help me.
Stephy
Joshs Princess · Tue Jan 10, 2006 @ 03:27am · 7 Comments |