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I'm currently sitting in the hospital with Sam. Why? He was in a bar fight last night. We both were drunk and so was the other guy he fought. The other guy said something to me what normally doesn't bother me. But with Sam right there, ******** yeah it bothered me. Bothered Sam too. He took a swing at the guy, the guy swung back. A glass was thrown at Sam, it splintered against his brow and cut it. It was a wrestling match, chairs were used as weapons until finally they were broken up. Both Sam and the other guy now have police records, I don't care about that. Just the fact Sam seems... unrespondant right now. He's not in a coma, he's not sleeping he just doesn't want to talk or look at me. Did I do something, is he ashamed of what he did? I told him again and again I didn't blame him for anything that happened. I got a little cut on my arm that needed three stitches but I'm fine otherwise.

I got no sleep last night, talked to Mom and Seraph on the phone most of the time. Mom came by to give me some things last night and Seraph was by this morning. With Sam being the way he was, I didn't want her to see him. So it was a good thing she came when the doctors had me out in the hall while they checked on Sam. The bastards won't tell me what's going on because I'm only his girlfriend and not married or related to him. His older sister is in the room now, I came down to a small computer lab to try and do something to ease my mind. It's not working, I need a drink and some sleep but I don't want to just ignore Sam. He should be out either tonight or tomorrow, they said something about making sure the hit to the head he got didn't cause any lasting damage.

This computer is a piece of s**t. It's frustrating me with it's slowlness so I'm going to see if I can take a walk or get some chocolate and strawberries...