I hadn't felt well this week. So, in hopes to bring my own spirits up, I decided to treat myself to Venessa's gift for cosmotology. New hair, new eyes. Maybe Ian would like this new look? White hair seems to work for me. But the black eye color caused me to look dead-ish I suppose. Violet is such a much better combination I think...heh...
As I came home I thought about what I had done to me and I ended up disappointed. Was I causing so many alterations to myself just because I wanted a clinically shy man to notice me? The bitter irony would be if he already liked me before I started paying for so many haircuts and eye surgeries. Venessa did warn me that too many eye surgeries would lead to viual damage. So I need to be satisfied for once, or invest in contacts and glasses. *sighhhh*
Gosh I'm so bummed out. Maybe a shoping spree at Ian's would cheer me up? Or I could drive for three hours to that Halloween Town that appeared out of nowhere and see what's up over there. Or Gambino or Durem..I go to Durem enough though. I could stand to be around Sasha..erm..I think that's her name. Anyway...
Two days ago was Daddy's first whole year of being in the next world. Man how time flies...I almost didn't think about it. Appearently alot of other people did the same thing. Maybe that's what is bothering me.
Shadow_Lackhart · Sun Oct 04, 2009 @ 05:37am · 0 Comments |