I am so glad that I had to go to therapy. It has helped me in so many ways! It helped me deal with Rachel's death, which I'm still dealing with and will always be dealing with til the Lord returns, but I'm working through other things I would not have worked though before. I would have just held it in and pushed it down until it would come out another way. Today I talked about Destiny and how much I miss her, why God put her in certain situations she doesn't want to be in. I was reminded that it is to make her stronger but why at such a young age??? She is only 5. She was 3 1/2 when her mommy died, then she she had to leave us and live with relatives she didn't know well...at 3 1/2!! Now at 5 she angry and unhappy deep down inside. I've been journaling a lot about all these situations for her so we can talk about them when she is ready. I've got to pray about and then talk to her father about her seeing a therapist when she's a little older. Just pray,pray,pray...if there are any christians reading this please pray for Destiny. Thankyou. Kim
dessieann · Tue Oct 06, 2009 @ 01:40am · 0 Comments |