cry
This really hurts me because I somehow view our family to always be together and though I am the oldest I'm actually the most fragile. I got a weak psyche...and anything life changing would probably send me in an emotional depression.
When my mother asked me that if she were to leave my dad would I go with her eek ...Now that question almost made me want to scream But for the record I really wouldn't choose a side I would just get a job and finish college either that or stay with my dad because I know that if my mom were ever to leave him, he would do the unthinkable which isn't something I want to see happening...
Anyway...though I now write this as my first journal entry I cant help but to feel cry . I just wish that my parents would just stop with their arguing because I'm not the only one whose being affected by it but also my two younger siblings, who want to see their parents happy and together instead of waking up in the middle of the night hearing their own parents arguing at eachother...
