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work is work that is all there has to be to it. i long to be of imporatance to be great at what i do but i must go through nessessary struggles. There is alot i need to forget but yet it still has to leave it lingering in the roof of my mouth always finding its way into my head. There are upon many day i wish it would leave but there is a reason for everything right?
people say there proud of me that i am going to school and become something. I love school but i hate school at the same time. I long to help people but i find most people don't want help and for those who do they are great and they become everything they always wanted to me.
Being A psychology major i been labeled crazy because i am the only one. I love psychology it gives me a reasonable explaination for the hurt i have ever felt and a reason for why i am the way i am. The brain is yet a mystery and still could use some figuring out.
but i will go to work whenever i can and be the person everyone knows that i will become eventually. But i am not afraid ...cause i have already the dream life.