yesturday sucked... i was super tired from my trip to fort Lauderdale to visit my cousins for the holidays. i hadnt slept well that night there, cuz i had a nightmare and woke up at four a.m. My boyfriend was awake cuz he was shopping for black friday and so i talked to him til i passed out again. I woke up at seven and went shopping at Toys 'R us which i was super amused in. I fell in love with this hello kitty plushie, and this turtle. After shopping til noon we finally drove home. I slept most of the way and then when i got home i went to Danas at five. Ben was there and Rico and Amber joined us. Ben and Rico tried to teach me magic but failed lol. Craig came over to bring some stuff for Dana and they talked outside for a bit. Then Dana decided to take a walk and so we went out and played in the construction field near the park. I talked to Rico about something that had been bothering me the other day, and then he went all emo but i couldnt figure out what i had said wrong and i was starting to get upset.. Dana eventually slipped in the mud and went home to change. We all sat outside for abit then went in and just hung out in her room... I kept crying cuz i was worried about Rico.. and obviously he kept saying "im okay" Well they all left and i satyed at dana's for about another hour b4 going home.. I took a shower then went to bed cuz i didnt want to think. Rico texted me a "hey" which was nice cuz he was ignoring me from 7-11 and then stopped texting me. He finally told me at 1 a.m. what he had thought i said, which since i was asleep i couldnt reply til 6 a.m. when i awoke from yet another bad dream. i sent 12 msgs explaining what i had been trying to explain the night before, then fell asleep again. He replied at 11 a.m but it wasnt much, and by noon i was at the point of believeing that he was gonna break up with me and that we were done. Chris and Ben were trying to help me keep together cuz they both knew i was emo.. At around 2 p.m we were both watching nightmare before christmas and texting and decided that it wasnt thinking about and things slowly repaired themselves. I went to his house at 6 p.m. and even tho my sis had to be a bodyguard she watched lion king and he showed me how to play magic, which i understood better today then yesturday. We also cuddled on the couch and everything seemed normal, liek nothing happened at all.. When i talked to him tho, he did say he was planning on breaking up.. Who knew that a misunderstanding could get so bad? Im a lil scared cuz i dont want anything to ruin the peace and happiness again.. well things are okay now so i guess i should enjoy it biggrin I dont want to see this relationship end so suddenly..
nekos_kitteh · Sun Nov 29, 2009 @ 04:33am · 2 Comments |