Summer is... well, summer, but for the most part it feels like it's both dragging as well as going by much too quick. My job searching has failed again and again and I'm annoyed at the constant rejection by now. I also feel like I haven't done anything and I'm tired of the boredom that now is the definition of my life. My boyfriend and I are doin great, though I would like a change of pace. I know he's the spontanious type, but i feel like it's really been held back. I mean hearing about all the crazy cool stuff he's done is different then actually being involved, you know? Well, that idea is in the making, as well as the idea of getting him to talk more about stuff. (not anything in particular, just more developed conversations I guess) Oh, jeez I must sound like any other girl trying to get a better connection with her boyfriend.. stare guess I do have normal traits somewhere... xd Also I'm going into my senior year at school. I'm getting nervous about that. Don't know quite if my plans will work seeing as they never do. Knowing what I want to do is a helluva lot different then actually doing it, and at the pace I do stuff, i'll never get anywhere. Does anyone else feel so... confused? Or I guess a better way to put it, unsure about everything going on?
nekos_kitteh · Tue Jul 20, 2010 @ 12:38pm · 0 Comments |