Hiya guys. Been a long time since I have posted in my journal. Not much has been happening since I last made an entry. Got my heart crushed a couple of times. Two times in one week that must be a record for me. I really like this guy, like I mean really like. Well, he's kind of not the best choice out of all the men I know. But, for some unexplainable reason I have a ******** attraction to him! And it's driving me up the wall. I don't want to like him. He's a player, and probably always will be. I can't really say much more about it. Because, I probably won't be able to sleep tonight if I do. So, I'll just write down some poems I wrote a couple of days ago. They were for an English project, but whatever. They relate to me, so I'm going to put them in here. Hopefully, they reach the person their intended to...
Evenings of treachery;
Tears of frustration;
Dying to breath.
Too much concentration!
I put my trust in you,
I tried to heal;
Pushed as far as I can go,
And I tried to feel...
Why did I think this was real?
Why did I try to believe?
When in the end,
All you did was leave...
Falling in Love
Killing the White Dove...
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Happy?
Excuse me,
You never gave my heart back,
After you silently destroyed it!
To think that I thought you could be it.
You could be the one
I solved my problems, forgot all your lies.
I killed what was supposed to be inside.
I have no feeling left, and it's all thanks to you...
Hope your happy, with what you did.
Because now I can breath,
And you are thankfully nowhere to be found...
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Infinite Pool
Broken homes, lifeless drones.
Emotionless in a maze; the Infinite Pool
Life: unexplained.
Love: deranged.
Contradictions, emancipations.
Still someone is emotionless in the haze.
No one to help, no one to care.
No one to realize that she has dissapeared.
 Swiftly Falling Shadows · Sat Jan 28, 2006 @ 08:19am · 1 Comments |
