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well alot had happened in a yr with me and my bf[well now my ex].. First my Father just past away on 09-29-09 he got real jealous at hiz wife[my step mom] so he bought a shot gun nd drove 4RM FORT MYERS TO Ocala FL and SHOT HER TO DEATH sad THEN HE SHOT HIMSELF gonk crying DiZ IZ HOW I FEEL[[LIKE s**t WITH OUHT HEM]]..... HE WAZ REALLI SICK HE WAZ ON DEPRESSION PILLZ ND SUPPOSEALLY HE WAZ BIPOLER BUH I qUESS EVERY THING HAPPENZ FO A REAZON IDK cry well i went to FL to pay my respectz and wen i kame baq my mom waz in jail[[WTF]] i had no where to live so i had to live with my BF[Baq Den] well i tryed livinq with hem[KANT]HE iZ HORRIBLE....datz y i broke up with hem be kuz he waz alwayz soo demandinq and he wouldnt let me go out wit my friends he waould alwayz check my fone i was annoyin AND We got into it soo bad one tyme wen i was living with hem he HIT ME WITH HIZ IPHONE DEN I HIT HEM BAQ IT WAS HORRIBLE....... AND WAT HURT ME DA MOST IS DAT HE NEVER TALKED TO ABOUT DA DEATH OF MY DAD HE WAS NEVER COMPASIANATE NEVER WAS OUR LOVE HAS ENDED