In about four months are less i'm hoping to move with my bofriend. I would really lke to move to washington with him so i can be with him. it wont be washington dc though its the one near california. if i stay here there really isn't anything here for me except my family. i'm 20 years old soon 21 and i have never done anything in my life. all i ever do is pretty much clean my moms house go to work a little bit and thats it : /. i still have to ask if i'm allowed to go somewhere if i ever ask. people wonder why i can't just go out and do whatever i want.. its because i can't just go out and do whatever i want. the only thing i worry about is my mom being alone with my dad well she'll have libby and andrew though but she has a hard time sticking up for herself sometimes. i'm trying to help her but i know that she will be soo angry at me and my dad and if i move and something happens and i would have to move back home i don't think i'd have a place to come home too cuz dad probably wouldn't let me back in : /. i can't always think of my mom though i need to think about me too and i'm kinda tired of being here. i got support from my cousin connie and steve which was nice cuz they know about me living here : / never doing anything. i also got support from a good friend sarah she's cool ^^ and my friend lee said that he thinks i would be able to do it. when i tried to talk about it with my grandma she told me that i shouldn't move : / that i should stay here and help my mom. i can't stay here forever i need to go out and do something. my twin sister jenny said that as long as its what i want then ok and she told me to be safe if its what i would really want.
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