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ok...last night was...wow. eventful. i've calmed down a little, but for a while i was still unable to contemplate everything that had happened. allow me to explain (the first part has NOTHING to do with sean).
alright, yesterday was sam's party. when i got there i thought i was gonna have no fun at all, because the only people there were four of sam's friends that i didn't really know, but then sasha and zoey showed up, so it was more entertaining. we all hung out on the back porch playing board games and talking and stuff for a long time, then when it started to get dark we went into sam's room. we were all just hanging out in there, not really doing anything, when sam decided we should all play spin the bottle. well, as it happened, there was only one guy there. his name was robbie, and i gotta say, he was HOT. he really was. he was tall, and he wasn't white...i'm not sure what he was really, he looked almost hawaiian or something...he had really tan skin and pretty brown eyes, and long shaggy hair. apparently, from what everyone else was saying, he was in a band. so anyway, we all started playing spin the bottle, and of course everyone only wanted to make out with him. it took a while, but eventually it turned out that i had to kiss him, and it was kinda hilarious because he was ready before i was and it was REALLY awkward. he even said, "that was a horrible kiss," and i was quite embarrassed. but then, when i had to kiss him again, he smiled at me and was like "come here," and he pulled me onto his lap and we just started making out. and, oh my god, he was GREAT. a thousand times better than that ogre i used to make out with. so, yeah, we kept playing, but every time it was my turn it felt like we were taking a lot longer than everyone else. i could hear them all saying stuff like "why are they holding hands?" and "oh, WOW" so i guess it looked the same as it felt. then, eventually, he suggested that we all just make out with the person we wanted to make out with...so i guess that's when i realized it was more than just spin the bottle. and so for i-don't-know-how-long, we just lay in sam's bed making out. at one point i was terrified that he was gonna give me a hickey, but luckily i didn't see one when i looked in the mirror later. so the rest of them started playing truth or dare, and we just lay in the bed and cuddled for the rest of the time. eventually it was time for me to go, but then he asked for my number and sam gave it to him. i had convinced myself that this was probably going to only be a one-night thing, but then he whispered in my ear "till next time," so either he really did want to continue it or he was just trying to be romantic.
well, i got home, called alex, and spewed out my story. i'd barely put the phone down when it rang and it was zoey and robbie, three-waying me. we talked for quite a while, mostly about the party and people who were there. then i heard somebody call me on the other line, and...it was sean. so i said goodbye to robbie and zoe, and talked to him. well, within the first five minutes, i decided to get it over with, because i'd been through so many other weird things that night that i was feeling rather brave. so i just came out and told him, "hey sean, we're pretty much effectively broken up, aren't we?"
well, there was a bit of a silence after that, and he said, "i don't know. i'm not sure what we are anymore." and i said i thought it didn't really seem like we were a couple anymore, and he was like, "i guess..." then he said he thought the best thing to do would be for us to take a break. and of course i eagerly agreed with him. i don't think he'd ever have the guts to do the whole "ok-let's-break-up" thing, so i figure this is as close as we're gonna get. i consider us very much broken up.
and then this morning, just as i'm absolutely sure nothing else dramatic could POSSIBLY happen in such a short space of time...sam calls me, and tells me that after i left last night and she and robbie were the only ones in the room, she gave him a hand job.
MAN, that boy gets around. stare
i mean, i figured he wasn't the most faithful guy, but i had no idea that as soon as i left the two of them would start getting it on. jeez. although i can't say i'm surprised. well...we'll just see what happens to all of us on monday, and take it from there, i guess. she seems to think she's gonna go out with him, but i didn't have the heart to tell her i thought he was just using her as well as me.
ah, well. life is odd sometimes. mrgreen
Brittastiq · Sun Jan 29, 2006 @ 08:43pm · 1 Comments |
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