"Cries for anger, lies for power." So that was a quote frm The End by BFMV. it's a pretty awesome song lols.
so this is the first time writing here n a month, and also the fisrt time writing n the new year stare
so umm yea nothing n my life has changed. i'm still a loner that doesn't want to b a loner, but still wants to b a loner. i know confusing. but w/e that's me...confusing and difficult. I still live my life through tv and books, sadly, but it keeps me frm killing myself suppose.
anyways imma try and keep away frm the depressing s**t lol
oh wait hold that thought, i hav to talk abt skool. last cycle i got an A n Spanish!! but that wasn't too surprising. today was the first day of classes for cycle 2, and i wasn't very happpy. i am soo ******** over school and "education". there's no point. i'm not going to remember any of this s**t, so why bother??? huh? answer me!!! haha anyways i'm taking Psych again (diff teach) and spanish 2. i'm not that happy abt either. at first i was content abt psych but then my teach mentioned he wants us to participate n discussions, and i'm not into that. i'm the type of person who just observes others convos unless i really know the people i'm talking to. i mean it's not like i'm not soaking n what these people are saying. that's what keeps me focused. a group of people speaking on a subject. it helps me learn. and well spanish is just spanish... but seriously i am so over school. i don't want to go back to a classroom again. i truely hate it. i had 12 years of stupid a** school, and i don't want to have more. the only prob is that if i don't go to school then i'd have to get a full time job, and there aren't any i wanna do. what i really want to do with my life is actually live. not work! that's bull. i want to travel and meet people and not to not have major responsibilites until i hav kids or sumthin. but i can't really do any of that without having money and in order to do that i hav to work...ugh
ok done with the depressing stuff.
so umm i saw princess and the frog some weeks back, and it was friggin awesome!!! both me and my friend Katelyn can't wait 'til it comes out on DVD. it had a good story, and was soo diff frm other disney movies. but sadly a good character which was soo sad, but i didn't cry!!
ummm what else?? for Christmas i got my iPod nano!! and sum money for songs. i also got a comforter set, and a cover for my iPod. oh and GH Hits (with Take me Out and Carry on Wayward Son!)
i hung out w/ my friend (my onli reader lols) for a while which was cool. Oh and i finished three of her books. i am so proud of myself lol.
So umm i'm drawing a blank on anything else that happened, so i guess i'll go now. dueces
so this is the first time writing here n a month, and also the fisrt time writing n the new year stare
so umm yea nothing n my life has changed. i'm still a loner that doesn't want to b a loner, but still wants to b a loner. i know confusing. but w/e that's me...confusing and difficult. I still live my life through tv and books, sadly, but it keeps me frm killing myself suppose.
anyways imma try and keep away frm the depressing s**t lol
oh wait hold that thought, i hav to talk abt skool. last cycle i got an A n Spanish!! but that wasn't too surprising. today was the first day of classes for cycle 2, and i wasn't very happpy. i am soo ******** over school and "education". there's no point. i'm not going to remember any of this s**t, so why bother??? huh? answer me!!! haha anyways i'm taking Psych again (diff teach) and spanish 2. i'm not that happy abt either. at first i was content abt psych but then my teach mentioned he wants us to participate n discussions, and i'm not into that. i'm the type of person who just observes others convos unless i really know the people i'm talking to. i mean it's not like i'm not soaking n what these people are saying. that's what keeps me focused. a group of people speaking on a subject. it helps me learn. and well spanish is just spanish... but seriously i am so over school. i don't want to go back to a classroom again. i truely hate it. i had 12 years of stupid a** school, and i don't want to have more. the only prob is that if i don't go to school then i'd have to get a full time job, and there aren't any i wanna do. what i really want to do with my life is actually live. not work! that's bull. i want to travel and meet people and not to not have major responsibilites until i hav kids or sumthin. but i can't really do any of that without having money and in order to do that i hav to work...ugh
ok done with the depressing stuff.
so umm i saw princess and the frog some weeks back, and it was friggin awesome!!! both me and my friend Katelyn can't wait 'til it comes out on DVD. it had a good story, and was soo diff frm other disney movies. but sadly a good character which was soo sad, but i didn't cry!!
ummm what else?? for Christmas i got my iPod nano!! and sum money for songs. i also got a comforter set, and a cover for my iPod. oh and GH Hits (with Take me Out and Carry on Wayward Son!)
i hung out w/ my friend (my onli reader lols) for a while which was cool. Oh and i finished three of her books. i am so proud of myself lol.
So umm i'm drawing a blank on anything else that happened, so i guess i'll go now. dueces
