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today was interesting see theres this chick, whos not my girlfriend. I didnt cheat on my girl friend ill start off by saying hat. its jsut that Shes really fun and like we understand eachother so we that we finish eachothers sentences. I jsut have a great time with her, so I find my self falling for her. cept i still love my girlfriend. This new girl likes me to so it wouldnt be a problem to switch. except i dont want to, Icouldnt brake up with my current girlfriend cause Im still in love with her, just I'm also likeing htis other chick. one deasnt take precidence over the other, adn neither are just for the action so I feel confused. I dont know what to do. I feel like an a** of a boyfriend cause me n this new girl went and saw a movie as an un-official date, we didnt do anything just went out had food and saw a movie. It was a roarin good time but then theres the girlfriend. shes way needy, and like poplar/prissy sorta person. I am totaly like wierd, punk outcast kid so I dont get our relationship what so ever excpet that I know I love her and never wnat to break it off, I mean we dont have a perfect relationship. Because my girlfriend and I are so different we..disagree alot. sometimes we fight but it doesnt usually escelate to that, except kinda recently. but like no matter what when I reach down I still am just crazy for her. so Im royally confused. comments? sugestions?

HELP!

-please no like no feminazi "******** you male cheating" cause I know im a dumb s**t and I should just stay loyal to mey girlfriend but im just confused. sorry.