Well, it's getting better. I'm begining to feel less like I'm loosing something and more like I missed out on something. It still hurts, but it's more of a "Great, I'm alone again, here we go" than a "I can't live without him". Yeah, definatly over the "I can't live without him" part. I just wish I didn't have this air that I'm either some easy chick or untouchable. It drives me nuts, because I'm either hot or cold and I don't know which I come off to to which guys, and whether or not they like it and whether or not their real about what they tell me...
ARGH! This is going to drive me insane! I guess it's because I'm not naturally someone who LIKES being alone. I can do it, and do like the occasional 'alone time', but being without someone that i can kiss and claim and KNOW that they're mine...
It's just agrivating, that's all.
And lonely as hell...
NoLongerValidDeadAccount · Mon Feb 06, 2006 @ 07:10am · 0 Comments |