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this is one i wrote last year, before i knew the friends i now have (you 2 know that you are.). when i felt like my world wa collapsing, wel... i think the poem explains itself.


What would you do?

What would you do?
If your only friend happens to ditch you?
The only one you felt comfortable with,
The only person with who you could be your self.

Now I ask myself,
How could this happen?
Was it me?
Was it the way I am?

I only wish to know before my life has ended,
That is how I feel, dead and empty inside.
I feel like all I can do is die.
Like I am a no good meatbag,
Preparing to die in this cold and hard world.

Is this it?
Is this the end of my world?
It is collapsing all around me.
It is dying where ever I go.

All I do is destroy what is around me.