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Toni: the fact you still hope for it is pitiful
Toni: your hurting yourself.
Toni: worse than drugs can
Jack: I'm aware.
Toni: ill just shuttup.
Toni is typing a message.
Toni:
Jack: i've had complete ego death.
Jack: i used to hold myself to standards.
Jack: now I don't.
Jack: so all of your 'that's blahblah'
Jack: is just white noise that makes sense to normal people.
Jack: i don't hold myself to any standard anymore.
Jack: i've allowed myself to fail.
Jack: it's all relative anyway.



Jack: nothing I can do
Jack: but get drunk
Jack: and hope I wake up in six months
Jack: with no memory of her.
Jack: like I did last time.
Toni: youre pathetic
Toni: thats no way
Toni: to solve a problem
Toni: to get over something
Jack: I'm aware of all of that.
Jack: I'm not emotionally stable enough to take care of myself in times of need.
Jack: I was never given that tool.
Jack: to help yourself.
Jack: so I just try and get by.
Toni: make yourself emotionaly stable you need a drive
Jack: I had one.
Jack: Samantha.
Jack: now that's gone.
Toni: god
Jack: so I'm just doing nothing.
Toni: GET OVER IT.
Jack: I'm aware of how pathetic this bullshit is,
Jack: you don't have to tell me.
Toni: you wont though
Jack: If you're going to berate me about s**t that's already my problem,
Jack: then just don't.
Toni: youre WEEEAKKK
Jack: I don't give a ******** about your shortsighted opinion on my level of strength.
Toni: chillax.
Jack: I wasn't always like this.
Toni: anywho
Toni: ANYWHO
Jack: I don't like being called out goddammit.
Toni: instead of firing off on me,just know YOU CAN TALK TO MEE =D
Toni: i amy be a little mean
Toni: but ill try.
Jack: there's nothing to talk about.
Toni: but theres nothing i can do as long as your wrapped around yourself.



******** idiot.