Behind my books I hide, because I'm too affraid to let you see what's inside. I'm too affraid to let you see who I am: the me who's as fragil as glass, but shall forever last. I wear a mask of smiles, of personalities, of things that just aren't me. Because I'm scarred, too scarred to face the world with my inner me. Will you like what you see, what you find, or will I be forced to retreat, to hide, once again, behind a wall of lies and of things everyone wants me to be.
So I'm searching, searching for the one who will love me for me. Let me be who I want to be and love me because of who I am, not what you want me to be. I can't take this any more. I want to be free, free to do the things that appeal to me. Not because I'm impressing but because I'm expressing. I want ot be free........................
RockyRose · Tue Feb 07, 2006 @ 08:31pm · 0 Comments |