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everyone expects perfection. very view a person has on what is perfect is the only thing that they will go by. is that really enough? does everything have to be based off of an image? most images are stereotypes of what things should be like, not they way they actually are. like the StepfordWives. things get perfect when you turn all of the women into robots who do only what they're programmed to do. i'm not perfect. everything i say and the way i act makes me imperfect. someone has set an image for me though. he expects me to be absolutley perfect. it's almost as if he wants me to be one of these robots. i get frustrated, and i take it out on people around me. i know it's not right, but it just happens anyway. when i'm upset i need space. sometimes i do like to be alone and just do my own thing. just because you want to be alone doesn't mean you don't love the person who wants to be with you. i can do what my heart tells me. i feel free, and you keep trapping yourself deeper into your own trap.






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AbstractMind05
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commentCommented on: Thu Feb 09, 2006 @ 12:07am
Are you on crack? This makes no sense to me whatsoever. Until you allow yourself to give into looking at the direction this man is coming at you from, you will never understand, or allow yourself to relax around him. And until you two get together and talk, one on one, and you both act like adults while doing it, then there will never be peace or happiness.

Am I wrong? Are you two not adults? If anime and Gaia is all that you two have in common, then you arent going to have a life together. You cannot build a future together around those two things, as they get old after awhile.

As I see one of you pulling away from these things, the other is still deep into it, and he has that right to be, as it is what makes him happy. This means that you have to bite your tounge, and just let him have what makes him happy.

Admitting your faults is what makes you human. If you think that you have no faults, then you arent human, you are from another planet called selfishness. Everyone is with fault. Having the last word is a fault. And a hard one to over come.

If you want to be alone, then thats okay. But think about this.......do you want to run everyone off, and be totally alone for the rest of your life? You cant keep doing what you are doing....you will run off everyone.....is that what you want?


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