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I'm going to do something that I haven't really done in a while.

I'm going to write in my journal.
Yeah, I know, BIG WUP, right? But you never know, some have been inspired by my journals before.
I would know.
This isn't the first time I've been on Gaia. I've been here for years and years.
My mind was once as clear and clean, but through Gaia, it had been filled with things like lust and love.
I hated Gaia for that...but like a drug that I can't go on without, I must have it.
I've taken things out of context before, like RP and RL. The difference from RP and RL is that RP is Roleplaying and RL is Real Life.
Roleplaying isn't real...
Real Life isn't fake...
And I hated Gaia for that...because that was the first lesson I learned from Gaia.

When you enter a forum, it's either a topic discussion or a roleplay. Roleplays are more constant and are more interesting.
Discussions are usually full of conflict/debating. You don't really find many friends there.
Gaia does that. It splits things down the middle into either fact or fiction, and it does it so...so...so simply. It's so simple to do.
If you step into Roleplay? BAM, you're in the world of fantasy...
If you step into Discussion threads? POW, you're sucked into a real life conversation with another human being through the portal of your computer.

Back then, when I ran Gaia through Dial-Up, it was more worthwhile, because each time I would refresh the page, around five minutes would have passed. Speed is a factor...
The faster my net was, the faster I refreshed. I refreshed like a dog awaiting table scraps.

I guess I'm speaking mainly about my addiction to Gaia now...

I'm an addict. I've been on here since... 05. Technically speaking, I only went on for about 2 days, but then I stopped. 2006 came around and I got into RPing. Yep...
I'm an RPer...and a damn good one at that. I'm a writer. I write what I feel and if my characters don't match my feeling, then I can't really post anything.
It'd be as if my character was bipolar. One moment: UPPITY UPPITY UPPITY, next thing you know: ******** YOU DUDE.
I mean damn...I don't even know where I'm going with this anymore, ha.

Oh well, I should end this rant. This ranting of my problems/joys/addiction of Gaia.

I love this site...