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I don't really get on anymore, but I find myself drawn back to this website in order to escape the reality in which I live in. There are so many things in this world that I just want to run from and can't get away. I have this creeping pain that stalks my every moment. The only way in which I feel that the pain isn't there is at the bottom of a bottle, or opening a wound and letting it pour out. I don't find myself to be a messed up individual or anything, but others do. Every where I go I can't seem to escape the pain that has been within me for so long. People are starting to wonder about me I think. But I'm okay, really, I just need to create my own little world and escape this harsh and cruel reality.