I just wanted him to be proud of my work. I wanted him to say "It looks good i'm proud of you for finishing" But what he said instead was "The poster cut is uneven, did you even try? It has to be good don't be lazy. It's a failing poster." Isn't he ever proud of me?? I worked so hard and studied every single day on that report. Does he even care about that part?
He stands there watching over me. In everything I do. But he never once looked AT me and told me "I'm proud of you". So now I sit here waiting, in darkness till he comes. And picks me up on the way . But maybe next time won't be nice and maybe i'll have guns. I'll load them up everyday and maybe everything will go away. So now I sit here waiting for that one special day. When he can come and reach through the darkness, and pick me up on the way. ...
KemicalxDna · Thu Apr 08, 2010 @ 03:18am · 0 Comments |