dude i've been feeling hella depressed since i got off my monthly and i've also been irritable. it's like i'm pms-ing, but i'm not. ugh i hope it passes. cuz i can't take all these emotions anymore.
i just ******** hate everybody, and i don't want to b around anyone, which isn't at all possible. i feel like i'm surrounded by bull s**t.
so i started school monday. only taking one class, so it's no big deal i suppose. these 1st three days we've been getting out hella early. i really don't want to get used to getting out early. anyway i think i'll do pretty good in the class. but 4reals i hate that my class starts @ 9. i hate waking up n the morn. stare
so today i bought band hero!!! i was soo excited when i got it, i just wish the songs were better. there's a few i like, but you would think "band hero" would have more rock bands on it. but at least i can play the drums on 2 of my other GH games!! FYI playing the drums is addicting, but hella hard.
today i also drove my car for like 5 min. i understand how to drive it more, but i soo don't want to do it. there's not vacant area for me to practice, so my dad took me on this road by my house that's usually not that busy. anyways i did ok, but i don't want to drive it again. i know there's going to be a time when i panic, and ******** something up, and i soo don't want that to happen. why couldn't that car have been an automatic?!
Oh and i love the song that's my title. when i sing it i really feel it, it's awesome. and it probably fits my mood a lot because i'm not very happy.
ok now i have nothing else to say. bye bye blaugh
i just ******** hate everybody, and i don't want to b around anyone, which isn't at all possible. i feel like i'm surrounded by bull s**t.
so i started school monday. only taking one class, so it's no big deal i suppose. these 1st three days we've been getting out hella early. i really don't want to get used to getting out early. anyway i think i'll do pretty good in the class. but 4reals i hate that my class starts @ 9. i hate waking up n the morn. stare
so today i bought band hero!!! i was soo excited when i got it, i just wish the songs were better. there's a few i like, but you would think "band hero" would have more rock bands on it. but at least i can play the drums on 2 of my other GH games!! FYI playing the drums is addicting, but hella hard.
today i also drove my car for like 5 min. i understand how to drive it more, but i soo don't want to do it. there's not vacant area for me to practice, so my dad took me on this road by my house that's usually not that busy. anyways i did ok, but i don't want to drive it again. i know there's going to be a time when i panic, and ******** something up, and i soo don't want that to happen. why couldn't that car have been an automatic?!
Oh and i love the song that's my title. when i sing it i really feel it, it's awesome. and it probably fits my mood a lot because i'm not very happy.
ok now i have nothing else to say. bye bye blaugh
