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If you'd just talk to me you'd understand. I didn't leave you for someone else...but that doesn't mean I'm not gonna sit around and not carry on with my life, I'm not that kind of person. I can't help this fighting between us, I just want you to be happy and with me thats never gonna work out. I want you to change for you, not for me, but you keep saying you'll do it for me. But I know you're doing it for yourself for me. I can't live like this anymore, I told you one day this is just gonna collapse on us. Well it finally has and it sucks alright, I don't wanna do this anymore. I'm sick of the fighting, the lies, the emotion, and the pain of that I watch you go through everytime we fight. It just easier to let you go and do what you wanna do instead of questioning everything like I did with you, analyzing everything I did with you. I can't change that part of me, and I know I can't change you, but as for you standing up for yourself and communicating with me thats all I ever wanted and it's the one thing you wouldn't give.... If you ask me "Are you alright", I'm always gonna say "I've seen better days..."

If you guys wanna b***h at me or talk whatever, you know how to reach me....