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have died, yet im still alive
family gone yet still around
brothers lost for good and new ones found
a mouther gone and still abroad
mornful i am of these things
for i have died and been reborn
like a phenix but from anger
good is there but shown to few
what is left? what is there?
these i ask and yet do not care
my life is gone and im still around
mother who has shamed the names as well as brothers
these i see and deal with
thuse i am anew and full of sorow
as of 9:25pm i nolonger ambut as of no i still be
the shalow soul of a man who sees to much
experincing grief and all is lost
but there is a life in this newer form
a life of one to grow
to grow an learn and help and heal
this is my new life as of 9:25 pm on 3-1-06
jason died and i was born
his traights that he kept well and hiden are still within
his love for father and his love for art.
these i wil cherish of my former life.
i am now alive andredy to live
to see the world as a should have been
for i care
and yet i dont
those who deserv myrespect shall get it
and those who break it shall get none
and in reteran i will punish them family or not
for family has hert me most
they stole, lied and threatend
but once more they are no more to me
those who are the new family i will not tell
for if it hapens again i will not fail
life in me was almost gone
wher it not for you and my new brother hatebreed
as the name insues he brings forth
he has broughtg to life the hat for theme
they will pay
phisicle and emotinol
one should not cros Jason... no wait.... Remirez Mathew Wood.
for that is who i am.
for i am of few things.
i will hold you and my new brother close and still at farfor you two are my graetist asets, as well as my greatiest weekneses.
for now i leave to sleep
but to wake in pain of remores
i care and still do for you and my father as well as my lost ones.
good by for to night