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My mom left me when i was born Reason why,4 a guy left my dad [without telling or divorecing him] she also done an sold drugs [all but heroin] then my dad indid up in jail 4 8 more dam yearz, my brotherz an sizters are seperated....[hel i dont evn no half a dem] My boifren makes me feel important cuz i used to feel as if i were forgotten cuz my real mom nvr called but once and GUESS y? she wanted 2 no if we were still gettin social security!DIDN'T EVEN F***** BOTHER TO TALK 2 MY a**! all i no is my boifren seems to b sumthing speacil...i c so much in him...that i dont c in me....=[ but he makes me feel lik i got somthin very important going on in my life....yet i feel this emptieness lik evrthin is'nt real..only when im not around him lik the days slowly fade into ...well nothing....but when im around him life lights up an cheerfullness shines on my face,Some thin i nvr really have with my parents,....or evn sister....my whole point in this journal is to show u that when i hav sumthin speacil may-b not 2 yall but 2 me lik my boi...it takes all the sorrow an haterd out my life....Except 1 thing i really lik this person...i totally DONT wanna blow it....thnx 4 reading!