Well this is my journal. If you haven't noticed I am Arora_Fire. I will add somethings in the journal that are a lot differnet than my other, so this one will be a lot more depressing. Especially now that my boy friend has dumped me. And right after he did, he wanted to get back with me. I don't know what to do. We dated a year and I was starting to love him. Now I'm not so sure if I eveen want to give him a second chance. My life is slowly falling apart between my family, school, and him. I can't handle this much longer. I know I should become suicidle like I was in middle school, and I know I won't but I just want to find a way out of all of this. I pray to God and right now it seems like I'm not getting a response. I know I have to be paitient bu how long. I can't event look at my ex. I can't event look at his picture. Tomorrow I know I am givening him back everything he has giving me in hopes I can forget everything we have gone through so we can just be friends. I don't know what he wants and I wish he would just make up his mind before I become lost in the constant darkness that is slowly consuming my ice cold heart....
ForgottnRose · Tue Mar 07, 2006 @ 12:40am · 0 Comments |