i am, at the moment, deeply unhappy because i am having horrible cramps, my back hurts like hell, i embarrassed myself in front of a roomful of seniors today, i can feel a headache coming on, sam will not stop screaming in my ear even when i'm at home because she called me this evening to read me her entire report on...i dunno...cinematography or something and have me proofread it for her, alex is going through a weird stage (we're in this together, i suppose) i don't wanna go to school tomorrow, i have my i-search report due next wednesday and i haven't even started it, i hate my 3rd period with the burning passion of a million suns, i feel lost in my generation's tidal wave of angst, cyberspace and materialism, i have too much math homework, it's still an entire month till i see alex, it's still 3 months till i fly back down to lake charles, i want to sleep for a thousand years without ever waking up, corey insulted my fishy, my cat keeps trying to sneak in my room when i'm at school to mutilate the fishy and as a result i have to keep the door shut all the time so it's too hot and stuffy, i'm lonelier than i've been in perhaps my entire life, i feel deathly jealous of every girl who has a boyfriend, and most of all i just want a hug.
Brittastiq · Thu Mar 09, 2006 @ 06:03am · 7 Comments |