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Today i finally get to play Jenna. I changed her race from elf to half elf. Back to her past.( out of play ) Her father has found a suitable mate. He is the laird of the borderland. He is gorgeous. Long flowing black hair, deep blue eyes like that a a lake at sunset. He is strong, I saw him lift an ox onto a wagon for one of his men. I must admit i sighed. He seems so self-assured. I wish i could be like that. This is why i have to leave the keep. If i stay i would never leave or learn more than i know. I would have to be the passive wife doing what her husband deems worthy. i am to willful for that. Plus of course the need of violence. i don't understand why i can;t be a warrior and fight the battles and a wife in bed. I think that would be the perfect world. But honor frowns upon it. I have spoken with him. I know he feels what i feel. I hope he doesn't hate me now that i am gone. maybe one day when i can get this bloodthirst, wanderlust? ft of my system i can then come back. though i dont think it will be an actual warm welcome. ninja Maybe if i come back with goods and gold at least my father would forgive me. though i doubt that as well. It is a great affront if a daughter runs away. He may even have told people i was taken or dead. Boy, that will be a shock if i make it back. I am heading to a village i have heard is looking for a hired fighter. I want to be able to try some of the powders i discovered from the last healer i met. One can make large controlled fires that glow purple. It can cause great destruction i just have to be able to control it. The other neat one can call spirits that have passed on. now that one i shall only use in case of an emergency. I have no need to speak to the dead, but it might be useful in case i need to extract some information i forgot to get before i dispatched them. Though they might not want to be that helpful... I am not that useful in the arcane i am more of a sneaky fighter. I also learned a new trick where i can fade from sight so i can listen for information or get out of situations that are dangerous. The only draw back to it is that if they touch me then i appear again. Still working on that one. I am thinking of getting a horse but then i realized i would have to care for it and sometimes it can be difficult get to myself out of danger let alone worrying about a mount. Maybe one day when i settle more.
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